Confusing,That's What Life Is All About

When I was still in my own country,I was itching to go to America and join my husband to live,together as married couple.I was pissed of the paper works that took too long to finish.9 months of waiting seemed forever but thanks goodness,I was able to hold my patience until the waiting is over.

Now that I'm here in America,I am longing to go back home even if I'm so comfortable here.No need to seek for food,for it's just right here in front of me.No sweat doing the chores for everything is automatic.I have filipino foods too.But home come I'm still longing to go back where I came from?

I feel jealous of some filipina who are going back home while me,I can't.No,not at this time,waiting for the right timing though but eventually I will and would go visit home.Ah,truly I don't know where to put myself in this world.Because while in the Philippines having my vacation,I was dying to quickly go back to America! Argssss so confusing najud..

Perhaps,God designed it to be this way because we will not learn how to admire new things that come our way.It's better this way though so we'll have some thrill while living in this world.A life full of meaning and confusion!